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aku: ” sek ta… aku tangomong dulu… jangan disela dulu…”

*tapi tetep disela-sela… sama sekali gak dikasi waktu aku ngomong…*

aku:  “sek ta… aku gak boleh ta, ngomong dulu??? dari tadi disela-sela…”

dia : “gini lo… mengingat jarak kita kan sekarang jauh… ini juga aku yg nelp. ya aku mau ngedepankan aku yg mengeluarkan uneg2ku dulu daripada ngedengerin pendapatmu…”

laaaa??? ini ngomongin masalahku kan… ??? kok aku jadi gak boleh ngeluarin pendapatku… sapa tahu kan dia salah paham ttg aku yg selama ini juga dia salah paham??? aku jadi geregetan… niat baiknya jadi gak tertangkap gara2 caranya maksa seakan apa yg diomongin benar, dan SEMUA yg SEMUA ORANG SELAIN DIA omongin not just wrong but also totally LAME. and all i can do is NOTHING but saying ‘iya’ just to avoid her-pushing-effort.

in deed , now i know where did i get my stubborn and debating stuff habbit from. but then i realized. i have to deal with my emotion while i face this little young girl who wanna be listened… no no… correction: to everybody. wayayayayaya… it will be a hard work. ok. cutting one’s sentence is one thing. but then you dont wanna hear the argument is strictly forhibited. and it makes cutting part is forgiven. hihihihi.

SEKAREBMU DEWE

~mangkel aku~

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