gue gak kenal sapa gue hari ini (atau mgkn sejak beberapa mggu ini?). cewek yg ada di badan gue, the way she thinks, the way she acts is just sooo not me. sooooo i-dont-know-who-she-is.
this girl, is more sweatsmallstuff-ing, easier to get annoyed by a complete strange person, easier to get upseted by people she used to know as a kind person. easier to give all up. dont really have any rule of life, the philosophy like i used to have. everything is going uncontrolled. her feeling is flying wildly.
her hunger of statisfaction and the fact that life wont be able to statisfy her all the time made her sometimes freaked out. and it’s not just a PMSing a big stuff. she did get upset to the small stuff.
please… send me back to my body… 😦