books

i’m reading flipped a book by wandelin van draanen.

my holidays 4# my baggage

back to indo i carried more than 30kg things. but i only checked in 25 kg, since 1 kg excess (from 25) will be charged 350R (more than IDR400,000). and we didn’t have any cash, and the atm was having a problem on giving us money. CHILLIES!!!

so i carried my excess to the cabin. most of the stuff are souvenirs that i will give to others in my home. and my clothes with the suitcase was only 15kg. i thought i will be back empty and lite.

i was wrong. cause i did shop… and made me carried another almost 30kg things. i knew.. i love my self.

i brought food raw, indo spices that i can’t get here.

5 bottles tomato sauce, 5 bottles chilli sauces, some soy sauces, some terasi, some dried mushrooms, few palm sugars and more stuffs, … and the best part is cobek = crusher!!!! it felt like as if i would be able to live 3 thousand months more by the stuffs…

and now i ended up realize that i forgot to buy more stuffs… sniffsss… sobs… cry…

 

 

 

my holidays #3 my trip back to SA

my flight back to SA was a common flight. i flew with malaysian airline, so i have to stopped by in malaysia. it’s a nice airport.

but while i checked in, there’s a lil trouble… they said my flight is being canceled. how come? it’s only my flight… then they cheked me in again… solved but after that came other problems. my boarding pass can’t be printed. how come? after waiting for a while, they were about giving me the printed boarding pass… vada… they find a way to print it somehow. but after that… come a so called lucky problem.

somehow… by mistake they upgraded my flight to first class ticket… awe awe awe…

but… again… they solve it. they don’t want to be burdened with the bill upgrading my flight.

and all the problems took more than 2 hours to be solved. and i’m end up same as before. ooopss… nooo… my status now is “an almost first class girl”… uuu… it’s always better almost than nothing, rite?

my holidays #2 the food

i had the food that like most from the home.

my mom’s cooking,

and butter fried crab,

mixed tofu (tahu campur) in my friends wedding

fried duck

a lots more … but i did forget to buy pangsit and crazy fried rice… nasi goreng gila

my holidays #1 the wedding

last week i had my whole week holiday in Indonesia… nothing so special unless that 1week,7days is a very short term to enjoy the holiday. i had to go to my friend wedding, it’s not a “wedding tresno jalaran soko kulino” = “a love wedding because you are stick to your couple so you can’t get away for years, and the last option to do is marry him”. and it was more looked alike a reunion of my college friends… cos almost of all were there. we did have fun… talked about our college stories, which is one of the best time ever had.

indonesian wedding for some foreigner is a weird wedding. cause most of the time people have to invite a lot lot of colleagues (500-2000). it can be bride’s parents’ or bride’s or groom or his parents’. so the invitation letter will be arround that ammount. and the venue have to be fit for that ammount. and the decoration also have to be fit with the size of the venue, so that the venue will be lokeed nice. and the food… and the sound systems, cos we don’t want it to be a quiet party. and sometime people hire singers or a group of singers or a band with the equipment as well. and the committee (that’s what we call the WO or who ever that will keep the party goes smooth)

before i went to the wedding, i did realize that i had no gown or any nice outfit. and i had no shoes… than i decided to go for it a day before the wedding. with my mum, i found a pair of nice white high heels shoes from Charles and Keith. i love them. and a pair of sandals as well, and i was broke to death so that i havve to face a reality i can’t afford the fiscal to go back to south africa (i borrowed money from fauzan).

the photos coming soon… wait after the bride gone home from honeymoon

~@ office, w willem, yesterday~

he: “did they do something bad to you guys?”

me: “who?”

he: “SA people…they… did somebody do something crime? u know…like somebody steal something from u guys,”

me: “i know… but it’s just an uncommon question… well, no nevah. y?”

he: “so why you guys comming back than? are you leaving for good?”

me: “well. there was a crime. but it wasn’t by they to us… it was us to them.”

he: “you guys have been here for 3 months and you have done crime? oh great!”

me: “but it is a lil secret crime… dont tell any body. hey… tell me, how come you be so tall?”

he: “well, i dont know, but my mom, is this tall, my dad also this tall… and all my family are even taller then me..”

me: “ow. how is that doing up there?”

he: “cold. the wind blows so much hard”

me: giggles…

he: “how is that doing down there?”

me: “well it is also cold. so there is no diff being tall and cold eventually we both feel cold. rite?”

he: “yeah. the only diff is while you were child”

me: “oh?”

he: “what u eat while u were child.”

me: “i eat all.”

he: ” no u dont. u dont eat millipop and biltong”

me: *starring at him ammazed…*

 

 

 

 

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am about to stop. or they will give me mushy finger! the gigantic one. huuuu…

hugs to all… thank god i have you all to do it to me…

THINK THINK THINK THE BAD THING OF HIM!!!

his fancy car… his homeless future… his GF n the disease he might bring… his unSA nationality…fussy…fussy…fussy…

 

love is everywhere

 a poem by arusha

We all have something to chinta ……

 

Neng Anna cinta tersenyum   

Bu Upiek Sexy cinta  Pak T     

Pak T cinta upiek ???..Aku ragu…

Guciano cinta Guciano dan upiek membuat gila. Guciano cinta boys ? mmmmmmmm

JeiPi definitely cinta boys dan Erik

Erik Cinta Ronel dan ngobrol dengan Johaaan

Johaaan cinta Carinee membuat menangis dan datasheets

Buu Carinee cinta cooking chicken.

Citra cinta chicken  dan menertawakan saya.

Saya..saya cinta kamu.. saya suka membuat kamu bahagia

 

hihihi… it will always remind me of you arusha… 

And after all, we all love you, Arusha…

exchange phenomenon

yesterday, we went to a foreign exchange counter. the first line of the queue was another foreigner who was upset by the regulation of this country. he said, “this country is funny”

we immediately take a deep breathe…and together say “yeah…rite…”

we’ve got our turn then, and eventually we had all our rands changed into dollars. nice. then we were turning back and about to leaving, when we found out that the dollars that they gave us was 2003 version, and mine even 1996 version. what the heck?

we finally back in the cue, and having it changed to the latest version.

well, it kinda giving them the turn to say “funny country…”

hihihi… well considering i have had all my dollars after a long struggling, i said in victory… “no country is perfect man…”

destruct and construct

what we normally do as chem engineer for our project which the plant is already exist is (revamp/replace) actually marking up the MFD or P&ID, and give it to the client to be reviewed/checked.

hihihi… sniff…

well, the MFD marked up basically clasified into 2 terms. the destruct and the construct. the destruct is for showing deleted existing items (that need to be changed), and the construct is for showing the new item among the old that we still use.

well, without decreasing my respect to the person, which i do like him. and he is one of my closed friends, this is the example of the destruct:

having said, without decreasing my respect and my thought of him, sniffs… love you brow…

and this is the example of the construct

we can delete the item for good if we wont need it any more (demolish), or we can just change in to a new items (replace). after all the MFD will be approved by the client.

kungfu panda

makes you laugh all the time…

in the middle of hectic day

me:”have you got my email?”

he:”what? what email? which one?”

me:”well, have a quick check, and tell me” *pushing his back to get close to his desk*

~he sounded as if he has not got the email~

he:”what? do you need me to reply it?”

me:”no! cause i’m here man.”

~i sounded as if i did not need his reply.that’s what woman do, rite?~

apparently, after i reach his desk, my email is on his comp window. watdehek? got what i mean?

and he didn’t need to much time to answer my question in the email. ow…ow…ow…

my email was about to ask him to join us watch a movie. he has actually hang the decision whether he would come or not since 2 days ago. *seems he would like to go join, but he thought he couldn’t make it due to his hectic schedule*. fyi, he has his master, he has sports life and work for 50 hours a week. so at that time, he immediately said he could not join us. and i said… “cucian de lo”

but… he stop me, and said “hey… when you guys leaving back?”

me: “4th of July”

he: “hey! we still have another tuesday. why don’t we go for Kungfu Panda man?”

me: “i don’t know. i need to go ask my friends about this”

~uuu… ~

citra’s comment:”would it make him turn his face to you?”

hihihi

carinee comment:”he’s lying it means he’s bad person. what else?”

arusha comment:”oooo….”

my comment:”let sie…ooops let see…”

 

 

 

flat tire

this morning, while i was about going to the office, citra found that the tire is flat… so we had to change it with the new one. it was quite interesting, since i’ve never experienced that before… hihihihi…

taufiq and citra was coping. so there i was. standing doing nothing. hhiihihihi…and chilled.

today

today is another hectic day. works, and anything deals with it. since i n citra are knew here(in South Africa and new in doing things as well), we know nothing about doc procedures. registering, make a query to client, every thing. and i learnt a lot by today.

everythings here is new for me. and lunatic i guess. but i do enjoy it. the rush, the keep-your-mind-busy, and sometime the mistakes that i did and i tried my best not to show them infront off big boss, since now i have lil boss upper me.

but still i can have a lil smile by the emails that my old chem eng sent. first triger is ebes. he sent a lil fun experience while we were at college. it was replied by all continuing his email. it is a nostalgic memory.

wah mailistnya sepi…!!! ?? nulis yuk, yg lagi nganggur2! curahkan nostalgia2 selama kita kuliah, hmmm… mungkin ada yang lucu2 sedih2, seneng2… etc. masih inget??? masa2 awal masuk ospek, camp, kuliah pake sandal, tidur, baceman laporan, praktikum (nembak,mbledoss,kobongan…??) sampe wisuda. tulis kenangan sampeyan kabeh ya…!!! dengan mereply imel ini..!!

salam, cahyo(lagi rindu kenangan masa lalu)

trus direply ama yg lain:

by pj*ketok lek gak onok kerjoane*:

Komting pertama K-41 adalah Elev. Dia mencalonkan dirinya sendiri di acara orientasi mahasiswa di gedung E-401-402(eh bener 401-402 kan?) Waktu itu dosen yang ngasi materi orientasi pas Bu Ismojowati.. .
Benar gak ya? Ayo siapa yang mau nambahin lagi? Yang boikoter ngakuuuuuuuu! !!!!!!!!! !!!!! Oiyo Bes awakmu lak sak kelompok ambek aku nang Camp…Kelompok Dryer (emang garingzzzz.. …)

Fitri:

Inget Bu Is..inget ultimatum beliau waktu kita terancam ga bisa praktikum mikro gara2 maba cowo potong cepak.. Kaget baru masuk jd maba ITS yg masih cupu wis diancam2 gt, lahhhh serasa dulu salah milih PT dosene kok kereng pollll Piye to mbiyen lobine kok njur di acc praktikum mikro, lali aq.. Akhire ketemu ma partner praktikum nan aneh Arlina ma si Rian nDut, praktikum pertama langsung kena paper soalnya blm lihai pake mikroskop Bos Rian siy, ngeker2 bakteri ga ketemu2 Mbakyu Arlien ki yo mecahke cawan petri pisan Huhuhuhu…

minul:

Perjalanan Ospek (Pengkaderan) di Tekkim awal semester satu dulu agak lain dibanding jurusan lain. Bagaimana tidak, jurusan-jurusan lain ospeknya berjalan lancar sampai selesai pada pertengahan atau akhir semester satu, sementara di Tekkim , atas intervensi Kepala Jurusan, Ospek tersebut bisa dipending sampai awal semester dua. Tentu hal ini membawa angin segar bagi K-41 yang pada awal masuk kuliah sudah dibebani 2 praktikum sekaligus + laporan di ketik manual lagi.

Monggo dilanjut…. ………

ika widi

kumpul bengi2 nang asrama rebutan panggon karo jurusan liyane budhal pengkaderan teko asrama mesti telat sampe kudu disusul bambang 99, diamuk disik, baru budhal ada pula pengumuman hanya ditempel d mading tekkim hanya 3 jam saja ( dadi eling kembon rekk -hehehe ) selebihnya bakal dilepas…. jadi kalo tugas tidak tersampaikan seangkatan yang kena masalah 

lanjuttt…. ……… ….

citra:

awal2 ngumpul sblm pengkaderan, ngrepotin rumah lidia buat kumpul2… huhuuuu…yg plg vokal itu banu sm shoif, dan mreka berdua ga bs dbaedakan hueheheh..menurutku uuu…

 

lek wayah pengkaderan mangkel setengah urep karo senior2, opo maneh 99 lek wayah praktikum, juenggkkeeel 3/4 urep karo asisten 98/99 lek wayah CG, mendhem pengen ngracun dario 99, heuhheheheheh lek ngomong muncrat2 sama tunjuk d muka cewe..

untung orgnya uda tobat…gigigiiggig g… praktikum berturut2 kr pije, mulef isdas smpe KO yo je, lali akuuu.. huehhehe..isine nyeneni pije teros, sori jeee..ngapunten. .

ika s:

Halah, cit…mangkel apa “mangkel” ama anak 99?? Yakin ta, mangkel?? hwehehe..

Aku plg inget pas mlm2 di gedung E lantai 4, kalo ga salah kita minta stempel, deh. Dikumpulin per kelompok, trus ngelewatin gerombolan2 orang2 gak jelas. Inget bgt waktu itu si kembon ngomong panjang lebar sambil rada marah2, trus, pas dia udah kelar ngomong, dan nanya “semua ngerti bhs jawa, kan??”, aku dengan puasnya angkat tangan dan bilang kalo gak ngerti semua omongannya. Hwahahaha… Puaasss ngeliat dia lgsg lemes.. hihihi…

Pengkaderan mah seru, suka geleng2 aja ngeliat OC capek treak2, seru makan bareng yg nasi bungkusnya diputer2 keliling, yg mimpin mas sapa ya namanya, lupa. pas lg enak2 makan, baru keluar pengakuan dari Yan prov kalo dia punya sakit hepatitis (kalo gak salah). Tapi ga ada yg ketularan kan, ya?? Hahaha…

So much FUN…

Praktikum paling inget pas asistennya mas2 angkatan tua, lupa namanya. Ari apa aris gitu. Mbencekno soro. Ama mas menuh2in angkatan 98. Hh…bgitu udah lulus gini, berasa gampang bgt ya smua praktikum2nya. ..

shoif:

Kalau teringat saat-saat awal kuliah yang kuingat tetap si PJ..suwun je nyilehi aku mesin ketik sebelum punya mesin ketik, sampai nginep-nginep dirumahmu… .haha. Praktikum bareng Shofi karo Oktaria..gimana ya kabare oktaria kok nggak pernah muncul di mailist.

pj maneh *tambah ketok lek gak onok kerjoane*:

Woh gak cuma Kang Shoif thok yang nginep di rumahku…
Kang Fresa juga pernah nginep di rumahku ngerjain praktikum Mikrobiologi cethak-cethok sampe dini hari…
Tapi memang partner praktikum sejati ya sama Mbakyu Citra…
Lha yo sampek bunek telung praktikum ambek dekne (FisDas, KA n KO)
Tapi enake lek ambek Citra praktikum rasah ngoyo soale dekne sing soro…
Gak popo Cit mbok seneni terus sing penting awakmu pancen isok dijagakne
Oiyo refresh orang-orang yang pernah menduduki jabatan Komting di K-41 alias para manusia yang sudah mengabdikan diri untuk menjadi “tumbal” K-41….(tapi tetep tumbal paling parah sing no.3
1. Kang Elev (masa jabatan Agustus 2001 - mboh ra ngerti)
2. Kang Banu (2001 - yo ra ngerti pisan)
3. Kang Inox (200.. - lali pisan)
4. Sopo ya…….kok lali aku…….?! ?!?! Sing tak elingi yo no.4 iki sing paling suwiiiiiiiiii. ……… ….tur koyoke abadi…….

lely:

eh…ntar… ntar…aq inget waktu kita dimarahin di taman didepan ruangan F -… (brapa ya lupa aq, yang di gedungnya Tekfis tuh lho…). Dah siang, panas, kanan-kiri banyak yg celometan gak jelas. trus komting ke-3 tuh di sandera deh seingatku. eh…tiba2 balik matanya dah basah. ternyataaaaaaa. ……nangis euy… kmu diapain ndut???

hahahahahahaha. …..

tikoy:

kalo aku ingetnya siang-siang disuruh senam di taman depan gedung tekfis, trus pake acara disuruh komandoin gaya n yel-yel senam sama sapa ya dulu…aku lupa…ekstensi, Ali ya kalo ga salah…

ika w:

kurasa nangis gara2 menyesal…. .ngapain jauh2 k sby hanya u/ dimaki2 iya nox??? btw….. jarene inox arep rabi ya…….???

wol2:

Kok Gedung F si lel?? seingetku gedung di Tekkim itu gedung E,N,O, dan P. yang loe maksud gedung P-104 & P-105 kalie?? nah klo pas camping nih, aku inget! kelompokku namanya = COMPRESSOR diriku sebagai ketua (padahal selama pkaderan cmn ikut 1x. itupun pas hari terakhir sebelum camp. nah ndilalah aku diangakat dadi ketua kelompok! cape deh) Anggota ku = sholeh, dedi, nike, ika w (iyo kan ka??),trus sopo maneh yoo…???? trus ini nih yg kuinget, MARS K-41 “….Bangun pagi2 belum gosok gigi…..” embuh lanjutane yo’opo aku lali. Klo soal praktikum, Evif patner setiaku. cintaku. kawanku. Sohibku. whaalah ngomong opo iki…..sing pasti diriku patneran sama evif mulai Mikro,Fisdas, KA,KO. iyo kan vif??

sepurone vif, lek selama praktikum aku sering nyusahno. telat berangkat praktikum KA coz aku keturon neng kos2an (bengine Ngelembur laporan rekkk…)trus maneh di paper sama si ARBUD’95 (aris budi yooo???) 

wis monggo di lanjut…… .

pj maneh lan maneh:

Mars K-41
“Bangun pagi belum gosok gigi
Arek rongewu siji ikut kaderisasi.. ..”
Terusane aku lali….
Tapi sing paling eling Ali Ridho nyanyi nang ngarepe arek2 ambek goyang pinggul….karepe sih goyang pogo ska….tapi. ….

lanjut teruzzzz…. …….

tetel:

Sing aku inget…
Pas camp: malem-malem, uadem ga karuan, disuruh bangun, dikumpulno, disuruh buka jaket, eh trus ditawari ngerokok karo ngombe…yo dinikmati rek…yo Vid? :). nama kelompokku condensor, ketuane Norman, anggotane sopo ae yo, kok lali aku, ada Ino lek ga salah…ayo yg lain ngaku !
Pas CG : ikut tarik tambang lwn 99 trus menang…eh kita dituduh dimabit-mabitno, terpaksa ngalah deh…baru tau aku ada teknik memabitkan lawan Pas praktikum FisDas : ketahuan ngerjakan laporan di gedungnya Fisika, terus disuruh praktikum dengan variabel 3 kali lebih banyak…waktu itu praktikum viskositas lagi… Pas praktikum KO : pertama kali menemukan jurus “membakarchloroform padasaatekstraks i”…akhirnya harus beli ice cream ama cheese cake >.< Pas praktikum OTK1 : dituduh me”lenyap”kan mercuri…sampai diancam Kembon ga lulus praktikum klo sampe ga diganti…terpaksa urunan berenam…eh, Yan,kayake aku sek ngutang yo…hehehe Pas praktikum OTK2 : mas Darmawan ternyata orangnya sensi juga…pas disuruh nulis masukkan ke asslab, ada yg nulis klo mas Dar jangan bersikap kaya ce yang lagi PMS…eh ternyata mas Dar telp ke aku, apa artinya PMS, trus minta aku dtg ke lab skrg juga, atau diancam nilai OTK 2 ga akan keluar…busyet dahh, aku kan 45 menit dari kampus !!

dan masih banyak lagi yang mau diceritakan. ..

to be continued…

ika widi:

hehe…. takul….aku kok ga eling karo kelompokku ya…..malah luwih eling kelompok’e dhani ho…. cooling tower bukan??? ( gara2 nyanyi cooling tower wangi rexona…) kurasa si dhani belum pandai menyelundupkan deodorant tuh

iya tho Hon??

shoif:

Aku jadi teringat saat malam, uadem dikumpulno bareng tetel…disuruh push up, aku sama banu gak mau akhirnya dibiarkan..terus diteriaki aku bukan warga..haha. .

 

Terus tetel ditanya

senior :Kamu warga?sambil membentak

Tettel ; Ya mas aku warga,

Senior : hebat..kamu beda dengan teman mu itu (sambil nunjuk ke aku), kalu begitu push up dan ayo ngrokok

 

Selesai push up

 

Senior : Kamu warga apa.

Tetel :  dengan polos dia jawab warga negara Indonesia

Senior : Goblok..pushhhhhhhh hhhhh up

 

inget nggak tellll

ebes:

Kalo pas Camp, aku ingetnya kepal tangan terus…pengen ngajar cah99. pas malam2/dinihari dibangunin suruh kumpul…ee aku dapatnya ma mas yang enak2(97), mas Putu, malah diajak ngrokok2..dilain pihak Teguh dan yanglain lari22 ada yang senanm, push up…tiba2 gubrakkkk Teguh terperosok.. .!!!
di pertemuan2 terakhir Ebes jadi orang poaling kalap sedunia kayaknya….

monggo di kumpulkan cerita2 ini bagi moderator ato yang bersedia, untuk jadi arsip menarik..

Lanjutt mas…..

upiek:

paling aku kangen makan mie ayam di tekfis, atau makan mie ayam arsitek, bakso biologi, sodiq… 

huaaa… 

kalo pas praktikum/kuliah/ ospek si sama aja…

tapi pas kumpul2 pas terlibat di kepanitiaan, CG, RUMJ, kita yg ngospek, trus pas rapat angkatan, itu yg bekas… bikin kangen 

hiks…

tetel:

huahahaha… *tiba-tiba diem*
Ga inget tuh If,yang mana ya??? *pasang tampang culun*
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..
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Ingettttt kok…pastinya itu…hehehe. ..

Tujuanku waktu itu cuman membantu menghangatkan suasana aja, terbukti kan dengan jawabanku waktu itu suasana jadi mencair…*mungkin ga sih?*
paling engga mereka bahagia ngeliat adik kelasnya adalah seorang nasionalis.. .HET’01

ntar gue lanjutkan deh…

tapi jawabanku ga salah toh? kok tetep disuruh push up ya…hahahahaha. ..

 

indonesian food

yesterday, we hold such a small party in fountain hill, our B&B. we cooked indonesian food, such as nasi kuning, rendang, perkedel jagung dan kentang, sambel kecap, ayam goreng, mihun goreng, with limited raw and limited tools. GOSH! it were two hectic days.

fortunate for us, we were coping. so we can have all the menu done, and delicious (in my opinion). though, I was scared to death it wont make on their tongue (it was all new for them).

we invite carinee (but she can not come) and BF, arusha and BF (she came after made a joke to me, that she was on the way to pretoria, at the last minute we waited her), erich, and theko :).

it was a nice lunch, ended with pool. Jas, arusha’s BF is the best. then theko, then erich, then us, well, i am the very last. hiks. and took pics of course.

 

 

what makes me happy and sad lately

i saw movies last nite. 2 actually.

~shawshank redemption~ all  i can say is he is cool. andy dufresne.

~the fountain~ *spoiler alert* this movie remains me of someone. someone who i ever loved so much.

the followings are the scene which made me wince, remembering.

1. in one of the scene, the man, Dr. Creo, tatooing a ring in his finger. don’t know why for somehow, it remains me to the pink painting of our hands. and i cried. 
2. Dr. Creo also pain rings in his hands in his imagination. it made me even haul.
3. there is other scene, when the man lost his wife.. it remained me of the pain while i broke up with him.

hiks.

 

 

fenomena sepeda

beberapa mggu lalu yg punya fountain hill cerita kalo di afsel sekarang sama dulu itu beda banget. *ya e ya lah mbak*

dulu waktu dia kecil, masih banyak anak2 kecil berkeliaran naik sepedanya…

sekarang gak ada…

dulu waktu govermentnya dia *yg dia pilih*, afsel aman terkendali…

sekarang dia gak mau milih lagi di pemilu, afsel jadi gak ada lagi anak kecil yg sepedaan di jalan…

kata dia anak kecil sekarang gak boleh sepedaan/sekedar keliaran di jalan. karena ada SANGGOMA.. *sounds like children’s nitemare*

 

 

 

stadium yg bakalan dipake world cup 2010

~moses mabhida~ checked

~office, with Mrs. M~

~office, w Mrs. M, afternoon~

I was shocked by the email of the itinerary of my flight to indo. first, it was wrong city. I want it to be surabaya, but they booked me to Jakarta!!!!! wadehek wadehek…

another thing that shoked me even more, is they booked me with malaysian airline. not singapore airline as they promised me i can use. citra’s flight is singapore airline, cause she use the ticket that Jakarta office gave us.

the thing was the manager had promised me that i will get the same flight till singapore, and from sinapore i will go to Surabaya.

I hate it. i hate it. I hate it.

i went to her rite away. with the others. questioning why? why? why? eee.. instead having a nice explanation more over appologies, we got stung. what a hard woman.

“who are you? there is no way you get the expensive one! you could only get the cheap one”

*dumbfounded, did i do something wrong?*

saat terapuh… base jam

semalam gak tahu kenapa jadi ingetan lagu ini … trus nangis meraungraung deh.

Biasanya ku pelipur laramu
Biasanya ku hapus air matamu
Ku katakan semua kan baik-baik saja
Namun saat ini, saat kujatuh dalam hidupku

Reff:
Kubutuh dirimu berbagi bebanku
Temani diriku lalui saat ini
Katakan padaku semua kan berlalu
Dekaplah diriku saat ini kurapuh

Biasanya ku tak pernah goyah
Biasanya aku tetap tenang
Aku mampu hadapi rintangan menghadang
Namun saat ini, saat kujatuh dalam hidupku

Repeat reff

Hanya untuk malam ini
Peluklah aku

Repeat reff