hihihi… remembering few years ago, while i just graduated from ITS, person from the company asked me what was my plan my next five years. and typical with other grads that will answered “i’m going to be at your side today. visiting campus to recruit. i’ll be the one who will see grads as you see me now.”
and i did it. i made it. i was standing there in my company’s booth in ITB’s carreer expo (too bad i didnt get the chance in ITS, but it’s okay. i luuuv it anyway) seeing grads as they saw me before. and i did a lil presentation. which i dont say that it was great, but at least i did the part i was amazed by, while i was still a job hunter.
overall it was amazing! it was soooo great to be part of the team. i had fun. the hard work was paid equally.
if there’s a will there’s a way…
if there’s passion, and patient, there’ll be portion in your part of life. JEJ!!!!!!!
i hope sooo recent week were quite darn looow. due to the prediction result, the quality i dont have, the proposal i couldn have, the theme i havent made my mine yet.
hihihihi… last nite was seeing White Out…at EX, the most fave.
MOVE means pindah
MOVE-EY means bersifat pindah2..
komen… film yang banyak gak masuk akalnya. film yg sangat lambat, film yg menggelegar diiiii manaaaa manaaaa…
dan karena gue baru aja nonton Aiplane Crash di National Geographic, kecelakaan pesawatnya tersasa sangat menakutkan…
overall 2 bintang dari 5. B ajah.
i like the idea of having a surrogate in the future.. overall i give 3 stars over 5.
HAPPY BATIK DAY!!!!
Last nite was thrilled, was terrified, was FUN! i recommend this movie… the most fave scene was the second pic from the right (see the pic above).
there are 5 substories. 5 directors. that lead me to a conclusion, stay overnight at any of thailand’s part is scary!
1. Novice by Paween Purijitpanya (Body, 4bia [tit for tat])
story of Pey, a scoundrel young man who incidentally kill his father to steel things from him and he deeply regret what he did. to kiss away the karma, he was sent by his mother to a temple to be a Monk. the story is begun at the temple, where a black salvation of the people is nearby.
-upieksanupiek- it was bloodcurdling.
2. Ward by Visute Poolvoralaks (work for Shutter, Alone, 4bia and coming soon)
it tells story of young man who is hospitalized due to an accident, and have to be in a room with a dying old man. indeed the black spirit of the mystery man is haunting him all nite. this story tells of a black mafia in hospitals. hoohohohohoho…
-upieksanupiek- i’ve seen shutter the Hollywood version. I liked it. this submovie, I like the most(having said that the pic was the second from the left). I like the way it is made.
3. Backpackers by Songyos Sugmakanan (Dorm, Hormones)
there is this human traficking whereas the victims (a group) are forced to swallow a lot of drug in plastic bags. they are all dead by overdosed since the plastic bags are broken inside. and all the deads turn to become zombies.
-upieksanupiek- I actually like the idea of human traficking, the swallowing, and the overdosing story part. but i didnt like the idea of zombie. it wasnt scary but it is morelike action movie for me.
4. Salvage by Parkpoom Wongpoom (Shutter, Alone, 4BIA – Last Fright)
Nuch is a young woman who either work or own a used a car bussiness. the bussiness is to remakeover and to rebuild the crashed broken (badly) cars which is sooo success that makes her having a big garage with a lot of cars. but it turns to a deep regret and loss of Nuch that each car is haunted by the spirits of the persons who died in each accident.
-upieksanupiek- i agreed with Putri Putri Melati Ali Baba that this was the most scarying. that i at the moment thought were I Nuch, I will scream and cry and dumbed to limp to nothing that i could do except sit or faint. gyahahahahaha.
5. In the End by Banjong Pisanthanakun (Shutter, Alone, 4bia-In the Middle)
there are 4 “Alone” crews (Ter, Puak, Garas, and Aey) and the actors who are filming the last scene of the movie. One of the ghost actor is informed dead. All of the four and the main actress are making sure that the last scene is finished since this movie is the biggest obsession of the ghost actor.
-upieksanupiek- this part was the most brilliant part of the movie actually. the director/s makes it that way so we could get the fun of commedy and scary together and closing the movie that already spread our adrenaline, in a very nice twist.
the funny part of thailand horror movies is we could find a lot of matches similar faces of Indo’s celebrities. one day you could find your twin face plays. in phobia i found desta clubeighties, bams samson, andika “peace love and gaul”, sandra dewi.
and if the movie isnt good enough you could still have fun by playing “finding 5 matches faces” game.
it is common in every eid mubarak we are questioned by relatives of standard questions which actually i dont get why this kind of habbit has become a custom.
for the one who is single : “when will you get married?” or even “mana pacarnya? kok gak di ajak?” sadissss! 
–> pray to Allah. Soon, as You wish, Ya Allah.
for those who have married but yet havent got pregnant: “kapan ni? mamanya dikasih cucu?” or “udah periksa ke dokter? suaminya subur apa nggak?” huaaaa lebih sadissss!… *lari-lari sambil bawa bendera putih tanda perdamaian dimuka bumi*
buat yg udah punya anak satu baruuuu ajah: “kapan nambah? gak pengen kasih adek?” for the truth outthere, for the shaken of human and animal being… ini sudah cukup sadissss aku rasa. pisssss…*lari-lari sambil bawa bendera kuning tanda duka dimuka bumi*
any way none of the aboves i got this year. i dont know. well to be honest actually not none at all. there’s a slip of a lil harmless question which i could barely answer it with smiles. BUTTTTTTTT…
there is one question. only one question that i believed there was a GOLOK which DITUJESTUJESTUJES999xKAN BLEZEKSSS rite on my heart side. SOOOOO AFGAN! SADIS!
“jadi kamu berapa sekarang gajinya?”
it is really inapproriate for me. and i have the very rights to say nothing or even to say “no i wouldnt answer it.”
but then the person kept insisting and kept asking i guess will stop only until i answered. i could only RAN… RAN … RAN as far as i would, as fast as i should, as hard as i could.
-upiek-
maaaaaaappppppppp
maaaaaaappppppppp
maaaaaaappppppppp
maaaaaaappppppppp
maaaaaaappppppppp
maaaaaaappppppppp
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gue tetep seneng kok walaupun gak masuk 4 besar. udah masuk 50 besar udah bagus banget soalnya… heheheh gak bakalan nyerah dan berenti nulis. hehehehe…
inget beberapa waktu lalu gue posting cerpen cerpen gitu gak? gue masukkin salah satu cerpen itu ke lomba…
senangnya, dr 500 peserta, gue masuk 50 besar… senangnya!!!!! walaupun 50 besar doang, hahahaha… sebenernya berharap masuk 4besar…
coba check di sini
Almost all of imogen’s song, makes me fall in loke at first heard. this one also. i like the intro very much to actually made me wanna cry.
(I´ve got to get on it) (3x)
Bodies disengaged our mouths are fleshing over.
It´s just an echo game irises retreating
to ovals of white.
The urge to feel your face
And blood rushing to paint my handprint
A Frisbee one by one
Your vinyl on lamanent
Desperate for some kind of contact.
First train home I´ve got to get on it (3x)
To Catch to catch catch catch catch.
First train home I´ve got to get on it (3x)
First Train home
Temporal deadzone where clocks are barely breathing
Yet no one cares to notice for all the yelling
All night clamor to hold it together.
I want to play don´t wait forms in the hideaway
I want to get on with getting on with things
I want to run in fields paint the kitchen
And love someone
And I can´t do any of that here can I?
First train home I´ve got to get on it (3x)
First Train home
So what? You´ve had one too many.
So what? I´m not that much fun to be with
So what? You´ve come silly hatter
So what? I didn´t want to come here anyway.
What matters you doesn´t matter matter to me.
What matters to me doesn´t matter matter to you.
What matters to you doesn´t matter matter to them.
What matters to them doesn´t change anything.
Got to get on it first train home.
Got to get on it first train home
First train home I´ve got to get on it
(I´ve got to get on it)
To catch to catch catch-catch catch.
(First train home)
First train home I´ve got to get on it
First train home.
(First train home)
To go to go to go
Get get get get
Out out out out
Now now now now …
End
lagu dari karaoke juga nih…
Tak ada manusia
Yang terlahir sempurna
Jangan kau sesali
Segala yang telah terjadi
Kita pasti pernah
Dapatkan cobaan yang berat
Seakan hidup ini
Tak ada artinya lagi
Reff 1:
Syukuri apa yang ada
Hidup adalah anugerah
Tetap jalkani hidup ini
Melakukan yang terbaik
Tak ada manusia
Yang terlahir sempurna
Jangan kau sesali
Segala yang telah terjadi
Back to Reff 1
Reff 2:
Tuhan pasti kan menunjukkan
Kebesaran dan kuasanya
Bagi hambanya yang sabar
Dan tak kenal Putus asa
yay!
je veux apprendre a parler francais. parler a mima. vous parlez Francais a moi?
i L.O.V.E to hear this song recently… it makes my day!
I look at you
You look at me
(you can’t help it you’re feeling butterflies)
Its obvious,
We have chemistry
(I think I know it cuz it feels so right)
Girl I wanted so long to know
Now your telling me you gotta let it go
(dont tell me I have to start all over again)
I never thought that this day would come
(this is somthing that I’ve wanted in my life)
I relize that you’re the one
(and you’re telling me its time to say goodbye)
To put this out of my heart it ain’t gonna change
So it shouldn’t be so easy to walk away
(you feel it I feel it lets not be tense)
(chorus)
Baby, I don’t know what love is
Maybe I’m a fool
I just know what I’m feeling
And it’s all because of you
Don’t tell me
I don’t know
I want the truth
Cuz they call it
We call it
You call it
I call it love
It’s so clear for you to see
(dont let anybody tell you what to do)
Why they can’t they just let us be happy
(I dont want to find somebody new)
If you know whats real in your heart
Then dont let them tear us apart
(cuz you feel it I feel it lets think this through)
(chorus)
Baby, I don’t know what love is
Maybe I’m a fool
I just know what I’m feeling
And it’s all because of you
Don’t tell me
I don’t know
I want the truth
Cuz they call it
We call it
You call it
I call it love
(break)
We have a bond thats unbreakable
And its not time to let it go
And now that we know its real
We are going to let it show
To the whole world
That I’m yours forever
And you’re my girl
(chorus)
Baby, I don’t know what love is
Maybe I’m a fool
I just know what I’m feeling
And it’s all because of you
Don’t tell me
I don’t know
I want the truth
Cuz they call it
We call it
You call it
I call it love
(repeat 2)
Love
They call it love
I call it
Love
to me, the third edition of vannara is more grool, great and cool. most fav are the fours above. hihihihi… since this lebaran i had a plan to go home, at least i can go home (since i already had the jkt-sby ticket but had not the return) think i would just visit vannara… hihihihihi… :p
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akhir2 ini citra sedang keranjingan dan kehebohan bikin dan pake bros/fascinator. keren2 hasil designnya. suuuukkkkkaaaa banget. paling suka yg circle story. karena paling bisa di macem2in.
masih banyak yg lain, yg bagus2 juga. lengkapnya cek sendiri di Citra Justmine!
-upieksanupiek-
i quoted this from a friend’s status in fb, which i think she also quoted it from a book, which i dont know what. and last nite she mentioned it unpurposely.
” if you wanna be happy with a man, give him an inch and he will give you all his life”. by this sentence means if we (women) try to protect/to give boundaries to a man, the boundary will only intrigue any man to try escaping. but if we give them just a small-small space (an inch), they will appreciate it sooo much and give all his live to you.
the thing is we (some random women) think differently, which i guess it’s perhaps based on our failed relation experience. we think if we (refer to some random women) give men an inch he will give me my whole life. got it? so we think if we give men space, we only end up alone again. men will leave us.
and of course, it will lead to another failed relation, unless they can bring all on the desk to discus to.
hyaahahahahahahaha… is it that worse? do we such an annoying and useless and bugging and bulying and barking creature?
GET OUT! no laaaaaa…
we actually men and women are the same each other. we need space, but not too spacey. we need to breathe, to bleed, to stop flying. to feel a lil distract. but not too distracted. we need to be away sometime, but at a particular time somebody has to be the wise one to pull the other back to the track, beautifully.
but still, even the one who knows the fact, still s/he sometime feel insecure to let go just an inch. good news, he loves you that he afraid to lose you. bad news, he cant trust you. what happen with your relationship? why you cant be trusted? you do things? or why he can’t trust you? is it because something in his head to be worked out?
lagu lama, tapi selama perjalanan di kereta tegal-jakarta lagu ini bener2 ngebantu gue menghabiskan waktu… yay!
Ketika sedih datang menyentuh
Engkau menemukanku, menemukanku
Disaat hidupku tak menentu
Engkau hadir untukku menemaniku
Kau terima diriku
Di dalam lemahku, Di dalam lebihku
Hingga ketulusanmu
Mampu membuatku bahagia
Ku akan selalu bersama hatimu
Dalam suka dukamu
Ku ingin kau tahu
Betapa hatiku menyayangi dirimu
Ketika sepi datang mengunjung
Kau ada untukku, ada untukku
Disaat hidupku tak menentu
Kau hadir untukku, menemaniku
Setiap waktu yang berlalu
Ingin ku lewati bersama dirimu
Dunia seakan milik kita berdua
Tak ingin lepas darimu
Inilah janjiku.. padamu..
akhir-akhir ini gue bosen banget mainan sama facebook. gak ngerti. males ajah, ngudate status, males ajah segala2-nya. selain karena emg bisa menyita konsentrasi elu (now i reaaallly mind if you have to use the term “autis” to express this one).
awalnya gue beli hp yg ok dalam hal fungsi internetnya adalah untuk mengudate berita2 dan biar gue gak mati gaya kalo sedang menunggu. tapi adanya facebook seringkali bikin gue kelepasan. ada orang ngomong gue massssiiiih aja asik ama hape gue. dan gak ngelihat mata orang itu pada saat gue ngedengerin.
it got me thinking. apa sih yg difacebook yg bikin gue gak bisa lepas dari fb? foto? gak. karena gue fb pake hape. bisa mampus ajah kalo semua gambar didownload. PERANG KOMEN!
akhirnya sejak beberapa waktu lalu gue mutusin buat membiarkan status gue mati gitu ajah. aim gue adalah mematikan kegiatan perang status di status gue. mematikan kegiatan ngeupdate komen baru, ngebaca dan ngebales setiap ada komen baru. it simply could kill the focus loss (stealing the pressure loss term) on your mobile.
and it works. voila! gue jadi bosen ama fb. sekarang gue cmn pake fb buat ngupdate cerita dan berita temen2 gue. hahahaha. susah lo… asli. kadang2 kalo begitu banyak suara dalam pikiran, gatel ajah pengen ngupdate status yg intriguing dan memancing komen dari berbagai pihak. hahahahaha…
kayak: “apa sih tanda2 hamil?????????”
itu pembicaraan disekitar kubikel gue seharian ini… gara2 si ketua JO tiba2 nanya begitu ke salah seorang anggota geng omong (nb. dia sedang hamil dan ketua JO bertanyanya seperti biasanya dnegan muka sangat serius), kubikel tetangga ajah lgsg nyeletuk… hahahahaha…
penasaran ajah kalo gue pasang di status fb gue… apa bakal sememantik itu?
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…
si ketua kelompok JO akhir2 ini kan suka banget pesen buku bekas. buku lama2 yg nostalgic banget. mulai dari novel2 enid blyton, malori tower, lima sekawan , atau STOP, sampe komik yg gak penting2 kobochan , dan SALAD DAYS! hahahaha… penting kok… penting. gue rasa ni ya, hampir semua orang juga masa kecilnya suka baca buku2 itu.
trus gara2 itu gue jadi inget.
ada komik/novel lama yg bener2 gue suuuuuukkkkaaaa… dan sampe sekarang kalo lu suruh gue baca lagi (mengingat kemampuan baca gue sangat minim…) gue pasti dengan senang hati akan bilang…”MAUUUU!”
1. komik judulnya setinggi langit dan bintang.
karangan michiyo akaishi. ceritanya tentang 3 orang dengan kekuatan special yg bisa mengatur masing2 dan 3 unsur: udara, apa dan air. cerita ini gak tahu kenapa seperti membangkitkan jiwa adventure gue … tsssahhh… hahahaha
seriusly. abis baca komik ini gue jadi pengen gantole, paralayang, dan segala yg berhubungan dengan ketinggian. huhuhuhu…
gambarnya gue ambil dari sini
2. koleksi novelnya S. Mara Gd.
hahahaha… waktu liat nama pengarangnya, pasti kepikiran novel2 picisan kayak Fredy S. hahahaha… gak lagi. buku2 S. Mara Gd. ini tu buku2 detektif, yg menurut gue gak kalah seru dibandingkan novel2 detektifnya Agatha Christie. Serius! kalo pada belum pernah baca, mending baca deh.
novel2 detektifnya S. Mara Gd. ni, novel2 detektif versi kepolisian Indonesia dengan ”polres dan polsek”-nya menguak pembunuhan. bagusnya, novel ini menurut gue dikerjakan dengan hasil survey keforensikan yg sangat matang, dan benar2 dijelaskan dg logis. background penulisannya daerah jawa timur. bagi orang jawa timur semua kasusnya akan terasa real, dan mungkin memang benar2 terjadi. tapi begitu memikirkan kepolisian indonesia, hehehehe… bukan pengen menghina, tapi dari rumor yang beredar, novel ini serasa wujud sempurna tim kepolisian dalam mengungkap kasus demi kasus.
gue rasa seandainya ditulis ulang dengan bahasa penulisan modern, dan dicetak ulang sekalipun akan tetap masuk di jaman sekarang.
kalo komik yg lain: panic, topeng kaca, alpen rose, mary chan, candy-candy, serial cantik, doraemon, dan masih banyak komik2 legendaris yg lain, gue suka, tapi kalo sekarang gue disuruh ngebaca lagi belum tentu gue mau. hihihihi
kalo novel2 anak2: goosebumps, enid blyton, dan novel2 anak2 yg legendaris si gue mau, asalkan udah gak ada bacaan dan tontonan lain. apalagi novel remaja… males! novel2 cinta2 males! apalagi novel2 yg tebel-tebel kayak harry potter… beu beu beu… sekali ajah cukup deh. hahahahah. no offence buat yg suka.
oia. gue inget ada totto chan sama saudara sehati-nya si chitra banerjee divakaruni. dan flipped. novel2 yang buat gue juga lmyn inspirational.
